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So, This time I just want to share my feeling toward someone I love so badly, even until know, but how stupid I'm when I broke the relationship, and even worse I have just know tha I still need her, :p Just kidding, to be honest I know I still need her, but God have another plant for me, bigger than what I plan.
This is what I feel toward her, someone who has filled my life with a variety of colors.
you know what.. i miss the day we laught together, the day we walk together,
until now, i have one regret, the day you leave me, the day you go to somewhere far away from me, I didn't know that day wil be my only chance to see you for the last time.
Now, you have someone to protect you, you not need me anymore.
Now, I have someone to be protected, alas, there's always you in my mind any time i read that letter, the letter you gave me, there's always you in my mind anytime i see that doll, the white teddy-bear doll which hug heart with the "R" and "M" in both it feet, there's always you in my mind anytime i see that bag-doll, the mouse figure doll like bag,
Now i know i still need you, i miss you, but that's just me, not you. there's no past tense from your mouth about me. and i hope you have your happiness because i can't give you anymore.
Finally i know why i still miss you, because i still have promise, and because i have leave you in your worst situation, i'm sorry for all my mistake.
only one last thing that I want to ask of God, may God keep her, may God protect her, may she obtain happiness with whomever she now, just as the happiness I feel with my special person.
